Saturday, December 27, 2008


what i learned:
-awkward situations are only bad if you make them that way
-always give more than 1 gift, if possible
-my friends and loved ones really do know me and what i like
-it's so exciting to see people's reactions to gifts
-4 days off is so, so good
-don't plan too much, at all
-a day together can mean just talking, not doing much of anything
-christmas really shouldn't start in october, because i got sick of it by thanksgiving
-chill out, and everything will be okay <3

Friday, December 19, 2008

for mirna

found here

some more recent faves on deviantart:


bokeh for the soul

the forest is full of wolves

see my faves (i add about one a day) on deviantart here. my deviantart here, though i don't update my work that much.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

it's all words, no pics

the good thing is being able to feel like you don't belong, like you're not fitting in, not entirely, but not feeling bad about it either. not caring. but not in a way that's like, I don't care. more like a way of, meh, it's different, not good or bad. not feeling less or more. just different. just shifting a little. i wrote in my journal after that night, after 2 woodchucks and x amount of yuengling but before the migraine of dehydration the next day, i wrote (in awful handwriting), "why can't i have a pen attached to my head so i don't have to make my hands and eyes work for this? i'm calculating how many hours i've been awake, how much beer i've drank, what i've done all day, why i feel apathetic but why i care. why do i care? what do i care about? do i care, or is it just something to entertain me? do we do everything out of the desire to rid ourselves of boredom? ... what is this all? what is this? fuck wtf is this??"
i'm getting close to being done with all this christmas shopping, and i almost can't stop. i want to buy a million things for everyone. no 2 presents isnt enough, must have 3, 4, 5. i just want to buy everything for everyone and make eveyrone happy. that's all.

Thursday, December 4, 2008


current listen:

the vines, true as the night. ps--wedding song? preston's suggestion. it's a good live version here, except around the 2:23 mark, the guitarist does the ugliest thing with his voice. sounds like a baby doll saying "mama." pretty hilarious though.

current eats:

from good ol' tj's

current making people look:

the terrifyingly huge (but slow) coconut crab

Monday, December 1, 2008

christmas feels like tmrw

my christmas present from preston. yay! i gotta wait until christmas to get it though, which will be more fun i guess. check out that 10 mega pixels jaaaaunt.

i'm prob gonna get him a bunch of things, including ridiculous shirts: